A depressing day!

Hello,

Had a tiring day at uni and nothing seems to be going very well!! Everything is slow, slow, slow! Got so much work to do and no money left! Things are getting desperate and its quite difficult to get out of bed in the morning sometimes! I just want to put the blanket over my head and pretend that I'm not in debt and sinking into a big black hole! How did I get myself into this big mess?!

Maybe I should appeal to the millionaires of the world? Richard Branson? Bill Gates? Please help!!! I will promote Virgin/Microsoft forever I promise!!

I had a look at getting out of debt ideas and they are all straightforward - spend less and earn more. I can't do either of those at the minute so I'm screwed! My schedule is so busy already and I'm way behind. I've got to be done by December and I've got to climb the equivalent of Mount Everest before I get to that point! Arghh! Today I feel like giving up. I know that I'm so close but I don't know if I can go on like this for much longer! I need to move out soon and we all know all the costs that are involved re: deposits, bonds etc!

Anyway, sorry for the depressing post but it's great to get things off my chest. To a load of strangers!

I keep getting emails from people saying they want to give me money. Although, I'm obviously tempted, I think that they are trying to scam me! The last thing I need is to lose money so I think I'll just delete them. Although, I find myself wondering - what if they are genuine?!! But I've decided to just delete them.

Anyway, I'll post more tomorrow.

Hopefully I'll have better news,

Rachael x